More Lyrics.. Of Course

This time the song is by The Temper Trap its called Down River

I really enjoy this song... The guy's voice and the way this song is pieced together.


The Temper Trap - Down River:

Finally, we have seen some things
Some awfully nice, some dreadfully bad

But we will sing.
Wash the blood, off our knees
Cause our love breaks through ruff seas, our ship will sail it

I, don't, understand how this world will work
Cause time will tell us nothing and I'll take a chance on something

Fill them up, this time take you

Down river

Walk these stairs put the pieces back together

Go, don't stop
Now go..

Finally, we have seen some things
But bells in your hallways
Don't move you in the right place

But we will sing.
Wash the blood, off our knees
Cause our love breaks through ruff seas, our ship will sail it

I, don't, understand how this world will work
Cause time will tell us nothing and I'll take a chance on something

Down, river.

Go, don't stop.

Enjoy!

-KBM

Stress.

So lately I have been stressing out so much, it is ridiculous. I have been breaking out bad because of it too...

Thing have not been going well softball wise these past couple of weeks... well this past month. We have been losing and never really stopped. Things have not been going the way they were suppose to, but I guess that is life/reality..

I have been really busy with softball and caught up in all of the negativity of it all that I have forgotten to enjoy the things that make me happy: Music and Writing. I was so damn stressed I couldn't even listen to music, but I stopped caring and worrying..

I am good now, but softball is still rocky and I have a feeling that it is going to stay that way, unfortunately. I only have a couple weeks left and I will be able to go home and start over next year.

I have found some new things that interest me and make me laugh. One of those is Glee...

I love this show, seriously, it is so great. Something about watching the awkwardness and harsh world of high school on my screen while these kids sing is so satisfying. Awesome. This show is so precious.

Anyways, we have this weekend off because of rain and what not. So I am going to stay in, watch some Glee, listen to some music and write a little to stay relaxed. :D


- KBM

Goodnight Moon

Here are lyrics to a new song that I am obsessed with. Way obsessed with.

It is by Go Radio so go to their myspace (myspace.com/goradio) and listen to it and also order their new EP!!

This song is called "Goodnight Moon":

Don't go to bed yet, love
I think it's too early
We just need a little time to our selves
If my wall clock tells me that it's 4 in the morning, I'll give it hell

Cause I've been trying way to long to try and be the perfect song
When our hearts are heavy burdens
We shouldn't have to bear alone

So goodnight moon and goodnight you
When you're all that I think about
All that I dream about
How I'd ever breath without, a goodnight kiss from goodnight you

The kind of hope they all talk about
The kind of feeling we sing about
Sit in our bedroom and read out loud, like a passage from goodnight moon

And sing for me softly
Let your song for tomorrow tell me, my name's the one that's hidden in there somewhere?
And drink for me anything but dream and in color about we know the sun's still rising and we don't care

Cause I've been trying way too long to try and be the perfect song
When our hearts are heavy burdens
We shouldn't have to bear alone

So goodnight you and goodnight moon
When you're all that I think about
All that I dream about
How I'd ever breath without, a goodnight kiss from goodnight you

The kind of hope they all talk about
The kind of feelings we sing about
Sit in our bedroom and read out loud, like a passage from goodnight moon

And there you were, now saw my Juliet
Come graceful down the stairs
It's hard to miss the way her eyes light up the room
And steal the air

Just feel her lips locked on to every breath I take
Can't breath, and do you feel us falling?
Cause I feel us falling

So goodnight moon and goodnight you
When you're all that I think about
All that I dream about
How I'd ever breath without, a goodnight kiss from goodnight you

The kind of hope they all talk about
The kind of feeling we sing about
Sit in our bedroom and read out loud, like a passage from goodnight moon

And there you were, now saw my Juliet
Come graceful down the stairs
It's hard to miss the way her eyes light up the room
And steal the air

Do you feel us falling
Cause I can feel us falling
Do you feel us falling
Cause I can feel us falling


- KBM

Comtemplation

I am currently laying in bed just thinking.... (this is what I normall do because I don't sleep well, so I lay here and think)

I am thinking about my life and what I am doing.

Yesterday was the time in a long time that I have shown so much passion for softball. Yesterday I played with a broken finger and it was so damn painful but I can't remember the last time I cared this much to push through. I mean I have pain and I have always pushed through but yesterday was different... I felt like it was the game that I fell in love with years ago. I don't know if this will last but it's the first time I have felt like it is all going to be OK.

You have to realize that this doesn't happen for me, especially in softball. I am saying that I enjoyed doing it and looked forward to keep playing.

I am hoping it stays so I can get that competitive strive back and effin win.

See I'm getting excited just thinking about it. :)

Have a great day and stay blessed. Don't take anything for granted. You never know what you have until it's gone.



- KBM

Accidents

This post will not be very long due to the fact that I am currently typing with my two pointer fingers...

My middle finger on my left hand broke yesterday during my game. Shit shit shit. It was awful...

Sigh. I am not going to be out for any games... but I am going to have to be cautious because my trainer is very weary about where I broke it... we have to wait a week and see... fail.

Hoping it heals!

Here is my 2nd "accident" this week.

I got in a wreck. I am okay, my car has a little dent... my poor baby... But no one got hurt. Both cars are still drivable and look in normal shape...

So that is all I am going to release about that!

Stay blessed and safe y'all!


- KBM

RALLY TIME!!

We did it last year and we can do it again!!!!!


Attention all Chuck fans!!! It is time to rally, as Josh Schwartz said on twitter, it is time for us to organize! We need a season 4 and we are going to stop at nothing to get it!

NBC isn't going to help us in promotion either, so we need to attack blogs, websites, and all things internet. ASAP!! We need to spread this show and get our viewers back! Nielson ones first though.

We need to convince as many "important" people as possible that this show is worth saving and we loyal fans don't want to see it go!

We have not failed the show thus far and we don't plan on stopping at all!!

LETS DO THIS!

Rally time starts now, and it won't stop until we get an announcement for season 4!!!

So start blogging, tweeting, facebook posting, convincing, and if you know how to hack websites: hack em' and give them some Chuck spam!!!!!


Let's unite to save our show!

- KBM

Finally...

I finally decided to share some new information with my family... its pretty deep and I am nervous to know their reaction!...


BUT!!! ON A GREAT NOTE!!

My aunt is currently preggers and she found out today she is having another baby girl!!! awwwwwwww They want to name her Olivia Marie ... so presh!!

I am so excited!


OH BTW - It is spring break and our softball team (me) are the only people left on campus... Our coach made us stay and practice 3 times a day. 8 am, 10 am, and 3 pm. BOOOOO It sucks. I want to celebrate spring break like a normal college student. Sigh.

BUT Everything is well and Chuck is on tonight! YAY!

Stay safe and blessed!

- KBM

More 'Charah' Art

My newest Chuck and Sarah picture art.

This is from Chuck vs. The Fake Name.

The moment Sarah thought she was going to die, so they both got one last look at each other... If any fan ever doubted that they love each other then all they need to do is look at these pictures and they will be proved wrong.

- KBM

PERSPECTIVE!

This is post I unfortunately did NOT write.

This post is by Rich aka AgentChuck003.

This proves to all of you who think he is some crazy shipper, who hates where Chuck and Sarah have gone and don't believe in the show anymore, wrong. He had this AMAZING perspective and all I have to say is WOW! He nailed it on the head and made Shaw and Hannah make sense. I now feel like a fool for not understanding. He emailed me and this is what he had to say:

Hi Kate,

This is my new persepective on the Fake Name.

I think the reason why Sarah is not kicking ass and both Chuck and Sarah are OOC is because the writers want to portray that both Chuck and Sarah are trying to be people they are not. Sarah is trying to be Sam? Or whatever she thinks a real girl should be but she wants to be anybody but Sarah Walker. The problem is that Chuck is not there to guide her. Shaw is just manipulating Sarah and he is using the situation with Hannah and Chuck to do that. She gave the name reveal because she is desperately trying to be someone else. Being Sarah Walker is a painful memory because she feels she lost Chuck Bartowski and she doesn't recongize Charles Carmichael. Her running to Shaw is her trying to burn that bridge to what she wanted with Chuck. Last episode her model home burned down. Shaw is only a temporary Shack shielding her from the rain.

Now Chuck he tried to run into the arms of another brunette because he also has low self esteem and he thinks Sarah rejected Charles Bartowski after the Prague incident. He tried to be Charles Carmichael but that seemed to fail because he even said it last episode I did all this for her. What he did is change into something he is not and in the process he was grasping on to anyone who would show him so love. You don't think Chuck is about to have an emotional breakdown like Sarah. He lost Sarah when he chose to be a spy, he lost the connection with his sister, he is losing his best friend, he barely has a connection with Sarah and now Devon doesn't even want to know about his dual life. Chuck is also lost and so he runs to anyone who doesn't know he is a spy, hence trying to start a relationship with Hannah. He is a hell of of a guy living a hell of a lie, Not flashing to save Sarah is a big sign that Chuck has lost it.

The problem is only Chuck knows the real Sarah/Sam and only Sarah truly understands everything about Chuck Bartowski Real guy and Spy.

When these two are together and clicking they are unstoppable but right now they are two fake names trying to live other people’s lives.

Hopefully the beard they both realize that they both screwed up and they actually clean up this mess.

I still don't like the name reveal but I get that it is supposed to show us how broken these two people are. Sarah so broken she is willing to say screw it and for Chuck to see that she would confied in Shaw and that her love or lack there of is a rude awakening to Chuck. I don't think Chuck finding out about this thing with Shaw would have snapped him out, it had to be something so jarring that it would shake the very foundation of all he has believed. Hopefully his little bearded buddy helps him come out of the dark and Sarah sees that she really is Sarah Walker kick ass spy in love with Chuck Bartowski another kick ass spy. I am ready for this party to get started.

The first 8 episodes were the set up now it's time for the pay off.

Rich is very wise and has some major perspective. He just wants Chuck and Sarah together... He is not the crazy shipper you all think he is... or he used to be...

Bring on 3.09

-KBM

Chuck thoughts...

Okay so every Chuck fan knows that these past two episodes have been hard to watch... Being a huge Chuck/Sarah shipper it was hard to watch these two characters go their separate ways.

Just a note: I liked this past episode. We saw character growth and some step backs, and maybe realization. I am not critiquing the episode or talking bad about it. This is just how I feel and I am not trying to persuade you to feel the same...

Just a few things that got to me:

1) The moment Chuck lays his eyes on a new brunette he is sold... once again. Dumping everything he had with Sarah, or could of had with Sarah. After Sarah showed all of this compassion for Chuck in the previous episodes. Seeing Hannah and Chuck swoon over each other made me kinda want to vomit. HA. With that said, maybe it was only me but, they're slow kisses and pecks seemed awkward and I hope that was done on purpose. I felt with Chuck, that Hannah was not the right girl for him.

2) Sarah and Shaw. As a viewer I don't see or feel the chemistry AT ALL. Using the excuse the he saved her life is total BS and I am not having that. OR using the excuse that he "defended her honor" by punching the assassin. Chuck has saved Sarah and they just threw it under the rug... SO if they are going to try to force this relationship, I need a little more...

3) The name reveal. In Chuck vs. The Wookie, which is a scene we all remember, where you see Sarah truly falling for Chuck by revealing her middle name Lisa. Now she couldn't say her middle name to Chuck but Shaw who has only been here for a few episodes gets to know it before Chuck, the guy she was willing to throw EVERYTHING away for, the man that she loves. I am a big time SW Fangirl and everyone knows that... I just don't see how that worked. I get that she is SO lost and confused with Chuck changing and everything but to tell Shaw of all people seems heartless and thoughtless... Maybe that is just me. (The fact that Yvonne is the one who chose Sam as SW's real name is seriously rad, makes me love the name even more).

4) Chuck and Hannah. Chuck goes for Hannah, and I like Hannah and her character but I hate Chuck right now. I hate that I don't like him. I hate that he sleeps with another character, therefore ruining the "love" he is suppose to have for Sarah. Honestly, I don't feel bad for Chuck... I felt bad for Hannah being played like that. Poor girl.

I will say this: I miss the Chuck and Sarah from the first part of the season. They agreed to be friends, but we have not seen them really talk or try to be friends... Maybe it is because Chuck is changing and Sarah can't deal with it. BUT I miss their conversations!

Ali Adler did a great job writing this episode. My heart broke for Sarah and it still hurts for her. Poor girl misses her old Chuck and everything he stood for. She is clinging onto what real life she can/would of had by revealing her name. The only problem I had with that was the she ran into the arms of Shaw. (Don't get me wrong I think Brandon Routh is way sexy but his acting is awful, same expression for each emotion) Maybe it is the he acts that makes us viewers hate him. If this guy was like Cole or Bryce I still would not of been okay with Sarah revealing her name to either of them. But that is just me being a shipper!

Another note: I get that Sarah really has no one else to talk to and she is not afraid "to go there" with Shaw because of that common ground, but she revealed her name so easily and so smoothly that it seemed so easy for her and she had all of these issues letting Chuck in and even letting him know her fake real name is Jenny Burton.

I did enjoy this past episode because we FINALLY got to see the jealousy from both Chuck and Sarah... Sarah giving that look when Casey "he must of gotten lucky". I missed that look! Then the realization to Chuck that he loves Sarah and that Hannah was not the girl for him. Finally realizing that he still loves Sarah (making Hannah's character pointless).

Here is me hoping that Sarah gives Shaw the boot in a not very nice way... The moment we saw in the preview "Sarah do you love me" part, I hope that is not a negative moment either. Maybe it's a slow moment, anything but a 'no' will be fine with me. All I need is a little romance. I also would love to see Chuck finally fighting to get Sarah back, she needs to see it and so do I! :D

As much as I haven't really liked where they are taking the characters, I know that it will all smooth out and everything will make sense again in Chuckverse... For now I am along for the ride and there always has to be pain before happiness, especially with Chuck and Sarah. They always have to make all the wrong decisions before making the right one. The payoff is what keeps me wanting next week to keep coming!

I am super stoked for 3.09! Chuck not being able to flash, and someone finding out! YAY! BRING IT ON!! (still hoping for a little Charah romance!)

So Chucksters enjoy what we have. I know that Ali Adler was not throwing it in our faces of us shippers, she was telling us to wait, we will all get what we want. The line "I get so tired of the will they won't they, just end it already" seems like a foreshadow for the line "Sarah, do you love me?" Maybe that is Chuck's way of ending it... Think about all the interviews, tweets and spoilers that have been released and know that we will all get what we want soon!!!

Can't wait til next week, maybe I will post again! :D

-KBM

A sample!

Here is a sample of my writing. I wrote this paper for my scriptwriting class. The purpose of it was to describe what were were hearing, smelling, and feeling. I wrote about what I heard when I was walking back to my dorm for class.

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The Ambience of Personal Silence

You never know what you’re going to experience when you decide to stop hearing, and decide to start listening. Things seem clearer and life seemed meaningful. With every breath I took and every step I made new sounds were heard; it would appear that things were making since. When I took an oath of a silence for thirty minutes, I heard sounds I had never listened to before. This was a unique silence that was all mine. I started outside…

Through the sound of tires crashing through deep puddles it reminded me that the rain has not only effected my own willing footsteps, but every other moving object on campus. I hear laughing in the distance as it slowly creeps closer, and their eager footsteps have a telling pace. People pass with quiet conversation, a slight detection of nervousness in their voices. Homework, they say, is their main concern.

Walking inside to save myself from the extreme humidity, the air conditioner kicks on as if it read my mind. Friendly people say hello while those who keep to themselves walk by without a sigh, or a simple nod. Once I am alone, I only hear the sound of my Nikes dragging along on the tile, I then realize how annoying it sounds when I walk. Nearing my exit, I am startled by the clanking of the mechanical closet that seems as if it is working overtime to keep people like me happy and cool.

Outside again, the effects of rain strike again and a large, rusted gutter is gushing water with out anticipation. The humidity is causing me to break a small sweat, I feel as if I am in Kansas again, there is no place like home. Walking through the gravel I hear small rocks being crunched while larger rocks are being kicked forward with every stride. One bird chirps, as other birds chime in, in unison as if they were seemingly crying for the same thing.

While basking in the ambience of these birds chirping a loud muffler disturbs me, and the car quickly pulling out while the muffler rumbles, I am not impressed. As one car leaves, it sounds as if twenty more pull in. I inch closer to my dorm as more familiar voices can be heard, and familiar faces can be seen. Laughter, and loud voices remind me that I am close to happiness, and my personal silence is almost over.

I get to the stairs and there is a sound of footsteps eagerly going down the steps, as I move to the side to let them pass. I turn the corner, I am on my floor and I hear my friends greeting me as if I had been gone for longer than a few hours. I get propositioned to go to lunch, and I do not decline. My silence is over, and all of these new sounds I have heard, but I know I won’t listen like I just had a few moments before. The ambience of my personal silence is something I won't forget for awhile.

Explanation...

I feel maybe I should explain a big topic:

My name...

My real name is not Katy Brooks and I have it this way for a couple reasons...

1. My step-dad, who has done more for me than I could ever imagine, his last name is Brooks. He is my dad. He has done so much for me for the 11 years he has been apart of my life that the only way I can think of repaying him is giving his name the credit for any of my work that gets published.

2. My real dad/my real last name will always be my permanent last name... I will never change it on my birth certificate... So my last name will ALWAYS be that.

3. I don't want internet people to know my real information or who I am in real life. So Katy Brooks is who most people on here will know me as, and if any of my writing work gets published it will be Katy Brooks.

I don't want this to cause a problem with my family, whose last name is my real last name. I did this for my step dad, to give him credit for raising me and doing all the things he has done, and will do for me. I do it because I love him and no matter what happens to either of my dads, I will always have 2.

I love my real dad, and I will always. This is not a way to get back at him or any bull shit like that. It is a decision I made awhile back when I decided that I was going to become a writer...

This is the only way I know I can tell my step dad that I appreciate him more than he will ever know. :)

- KBM

Twitter Movement!

Hey y'all! If you are on twitter help us all out!

Go here to check out the Facebook page to help get Chuck's leading lady and the biggest badass on TV: Yvonne Strahovski on Ellen!!

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&ref=mf&gid=281897237648

Hashtag your twitter posts with: #YvonneOnEllen!! DO IT!

-KBM

Not too sure...

I have been so busy this past week or so!! Some big things have happened and GREAT things happened and some are still unknown.

One of the bigger things that happened is that I got to see my family this past weekend. They drove down here from Kansas to watch me play and go to my visit with me at Eastern New Mexico. I was so excited to see them that I cried, y'all I NEVER cry when I see them!! It was really emotional. My mom says and I quote "Why are you crying, you don't even like me!" I love her! My brother looked at me like I was an idiot... he loves me. LOL. Anyways, they watched me play and of course I played like total CRAP! Like I have not played that awful in a LONG time... boy was it bad. Anyways, they kept their cool and it turned out to be a great weekend I had with them, and it felt nice to get some quality time with my mom, brother, and grandma.

After my tournament I went to Portales, New Mexico (as I mention in the previous post) I went on a visit there for softball next year.... Well I committed and I sign in April! Exciting!

When I was there for my visit I met the Film professor and we had a nice chat and I emailed her a short example of one of my scripts, so now I am patiently/nervously waiting for her to email me back and tell me what she thinks... I am running out of fingernails to nibble on!! I am so nervous...

I have never had any formal teaching/classes on screenwriting, I have just read and listened to podcasts for the basic information on how to write one correctly. Thank God for Final Draft because that also saved my life! Anyways, I can't wait for her notes and help on it so I can become a better writer. OH I held me first REAL life script last week. It's a script that is currently in pre-production at Clint Eastwood's film company in LA and the movie is about the life of Pinky Wilson. I can't tell you anything about it but it was AWESOME! I was reading the script and I got some much from it!

Anyways, that is all I have right now about me. I have another post about some other things I learned this week. I will save that for another day!

Stay blessed and remember the life you have, you should not take for granted :D

- KBM

BIG NEWS!!!

So today I committed to play softball at Eastern New Mexico University!!

I am so stoked, I loved the campus and best of all they have the major I want!

-- I talked to some professors and they made me so ecstatic to go to class!

Can it be my junior year yet!?!?!?

- KBM

PS I will do a big update and some more posts soon, I have been lacking!

ohhh sigh.

This weekend was so freaking pointless!!

My college team drove 11 hours to the southeast corner of Texas this weekend to go play 4 games since our original tournament got cancelled due to snow. We ended up being about 20 minutes from the Louisiana border and it was Marti Gras central down there and that was TIGHT! Too bad we couldn't celebrate...

So we drove down Friday and were scheduled to play Saturday and Sunday... Well Saturday morning rolls around and it is 1) freezing outside and 2) just got done raining. So we got to the field, which happened to be the SHITTIEST field I have EVER played on, did our warm up job and stretching and then our coach says to get back on the bus there is no way we are playing today. The reason being - the field was so AWFUL that when he stepped on the field he sunk. Someone was going to get hurt and he wasn't having it.

To end my story we traveled 11 hours to sit in a hotel room... We didn't even end up playing on Sunday. Sigh...

Though there was one good note about this trip. We all went as a team, all 20 girls our girl assistant coach to go see Dear John. It was a sight to see because during the sad parts, or really kind of the whole movie 18 of us were crying including our coach. At one point most of us were actually sobbing! Great movie, y'all should go see it!

Chat later.

-KBM

Chuck Fandom

There is no feeling worst than the one that you have when you have been made into freaking joke!

Yesterday the Chuck fandom went a little crazy because we were upset with how an episode went. Most of us just discussed it on twitter. Some of us stayed off the forums and the boards because quite frankly who wants see what is being said there after how the episode went down... Later on in the day Josh Schwartz, Chris Fedak, and Ali Adler all start posting articles to tell us fans to calm down that everything is going to be okay. Schwartz and Fedak even did a follow up interview to reassure that everything will be explained in the coming up episodes. The fandom subsided soon after.

Except for one or two fans who decided that they were going to quit the show. They posted some things for the public to see and now everyone is seeing this fandom as a total joke. The 'anonymous' posters said we should take control and make a statement for the writers to know we were disappointed. No, we will NOT DO THAT!

We are are passionate fans, and 98% of us are not crazy. We were disappointed in the last 10 minutes of the show. The fans that are sane are still going to fight for this show just as hard as we did last year if not harder.

So there is no need to worry Josh, Chris, and Ali because we have your back. Just because we were disappointed with one episode does not mean that we are going to "revolt" and not come back and watch the rest. This has made the fandom even stronger and we plan to fight out the negative press and get rid of these crazies who think we should make a statement! The only statement we will be making is that Chuck needs to get renewed for a fourth season!

Chuck fans unite in order to save the show we love the most!

For those "anonymous" posters, how about you grow a pair and post your name next time? Or you could show you are not a complete coward and come out and say it was you. :)

-KBM

Trust

At some point in life you will experience what it feels to be betrayed.

Well that recently has happened to me.... Not in the way you think. I wasn't betrayed horribly, but it was subtle enough to make an impact.

I learned who you can truly trust and whom it might be can surprise you.

I found out that I can't trust two of the closest people I am to here at college. I actually learned that it would be one of the last people I would trust here would be the one I could count on the most. I learned who my true friends are and to be honest I am not upset at all! I am happy to know that the last person on this campus would turn out to be the one person I could trust the most.

I made two good friends today and I also lost faith in two others. Today was surprisingly a good day :)

Just remember to always be cautious. I will be now, but I do not regret having to learn this lesson... I am excited for my newly found bonds with the out of the blue connection.

-KBM

Life.

Life and Regret.

When I look around I see all of these people doing different things with their lives, maybe that being a dead end job, or a job they enjoy. I look at all of these people and I feel as if it is so unfulfilling and it makes me sad. But what do I know? Maybe these people actually enjoy their job and it is everything they want in life...

To me, I want more... So much more. I don't want fame or money. I want to do something with my life that when I wake up in the morning I will look forward to doing. I don't want to spend the rest of my life wishing I had done more, or had something different. I want so much in life and when I see everyone else coasting or doing something unfulfilling it gets to me...

I wont spend my days regretting the things I never did. There is so much to have in the world and I want everything I can get my hands on. I want people to know my writing, to know my name as the girl who never gave up on the things she wanted the most.

I want to be able to look at myself in the mirror and not feel ashamed. I want to look in the mirror and be happy with myself, with my body.

The only way I can achieve any of this is doing it on my own. I don't sit back and feel sorry for myself, only I can make myself who I am. Everything I hate about myself is my doing, and all I want to do is have my own life that is my choice. No matter what life I chose for myself, it is what I chose because I love it.

When that day comes and that realization hits me, it will be one of the happiest days of my life. I can't wait until then.

But, for now... I will enjoy the life and things that I have with a big smile on my face. I just can't wait until I have the life that I choose for myself. I don't want it to seem that I am complaining about my life, because I am not. I am simply saying that in the future I want to have a happy life and never hate one day of it.

I want a life full of fulfillment and joy. Not regret and anger.

-KBM

Lately...

So Lately not much has been going on in my life... Except the usual. Watch a little TV, reading, homework, softball... the usual.

I figured out that online Meteorology is the hardest class I have ever taken...

My show Chuck keeps getting better. I have also picked up on a few new shows like Burn Notice and Vampire Diaries. I really enjoy these shows!

Oh! I did a podcast too, I have never been a fan of them. But I participated in one and I was pretty stoked about it!

We had our first softball game this week, and we won both! We were suppose to leave tomorrow for a tournament tomorrow in Galveston... but I just found out it is cancelled. So now I am a little bummed... :/

There is a big disappointment when you are all packed and ready to go and have everything in order then you find out you are not going anywhere. Its a total bum factor...

I thought maybe I would try to go to New Mexico to see my 2 year old niece and my aunt and uncle. I miss them. They are my second family. My aunt called me to tell me this story about how Gabriela left her water in the guest room (which is where I stay) and my aunt and uncle asked "Gabs where did you put your water" and she replied with "In Katy's room"! That made me smile. I miss her!! But that won't happen, cause my coach just shot that down... sigh...

I guess it is back to my not so eventful life :) <- something I am content with...

-KBM

My Sappy Signature

So I made these new Chuck and Sarah pictures that would post in my ChuckTV forum signatures...

I hope you like :D because they took me FOREVER!

The quotes in the photos is a song by A Day To Remember called "Have Faith In Me". I think it is a good Chuck/Sarah song, so you should probably check it out :D

Oh yay, I made this one first... hehehe its a little more humorous!

-KBM

Collegiate Softball

Softball. This is what I pretty much do for a living. I play in College, and I have since I started school. I am on scholarship, so this is my full time job...

I don't see softball in my future, just until I finish College. The only reason why I play is so I can get a free education. So if I don't have to be in debt after student loans, etc... So for four years my life will consist of practice, study hall, team meetings, games, and practice.

My weekly schedule looks a lot like this:

Monday - 5 am weights - 7 am. Class. Lunch. Practice from 2:00-5:30. dinner. TV shows 7-10. Homework. Bed by 11-12.

Tuesday - Class from 9-1:30. Lunch somewhere between there. Practice 2:00-5:30. Dinner. Study Hall 7-8:30. More Hw. Bed by 11-12.

Wednesday - Same as monday except study hall from 7-8:30.

Thursday - Same as Tuesday.

Friday - Same as Wednesday.

Saturday - Sunday = Game's/tournaments.

**We usually have games on Friday and Saturday, and sometimes Thursday and maybe a Monday/Wednesday every once in awhile**

We don't have a free weekend off after next Friday, our first game, (Jan 29th). We don't even get spring break. I am pretty much booked til the end of May.

You could say my life is consumed of being a collegiate athlete....

If I had it my way... I would write all day/everyday. Writing is my passion, and my passion is put on hold a little bit for my free education. This sacrifice I am willing to make. I know in the future I will have been worth it.

-KBM

Great Song

This song is by a guy I went to high school with. He won most attractive. This song surprised me thats for sure... take a look :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nswEjhWUHNM

-KBM

Charah Theory UPDATED!!!

Okay, so last time I posted about my 'Charah" theory it was way before season three kicked off and I have obviously learned some new details. So here is my updated version.

Sarah got her heartbroken in prague, and we all saw that. It was horrible to watch the once emotionless CIA Agent express her feelings in a matter of a few seconds. Her eyes pleading and begging for Chuck to run away with her. But he left her there, broken. Sarah was once cold and again emotionless in the first two episodes. The part in the "Three Words" with the bow and Model Homes playing in the background was just as heartbreaking, she was so shut off and broken that you could tell her words stung Chuck with every breathe. Chuck didn't stand a chance. He still tried to explain himself and Sarah was not having it, until the last few minutes in "Chuck Versus The Three Words" where Sarah saw him explain himself, and it would seem all if forgiven (all thanks to Carina, who was AMAZING in that episode and I hope she returns in the near future).

Well now, after episode 3, Chuck and Sarah have decided to be friends, which I had predicted would happen. That long handshake they shared at the end of episode 3 still proved they love each other. But Sarah is too scared and too cautious to let her feelings be out in the open again. She is scared to get heartbroken again, obviously. So the wall it took two season's for Chuck to break down is up again. Though I don't think it will take long to knock down again, I hope! Plus we all know Chuck and Sarah can't stay friends without wanting more...

Sarah, no matter who is thrown into the mix, will ALWAYS love Chuck and I will always stand by that theory. Maybe she gets with Shaw (I hope all they do is kiss), but it will be meaningless because he will be the rebound guy because of her fear of wearing her heart on her sleeve. Sarah and Shaw may have a short lived romance, but as spoilers suggest that were released yesterday suggest that maybe Chuck and Sarah elope and run off together, they were on a train, as they had originally planned.

We all we have to suffer through the "trapezoid" of Shaw/Hannah/Chuck/Sarah for a few episodes but I trust the writers and like last season the pay off in Colonel was worth the wait. So sit back, enjoy the ride... The very bumpy/emotional/painful ride of Charah because I can see the pay off this season being SICK!! :) I have a feeling everything we have ever wanted will happen soon enough. Go ahead and hate sexy Shaw, because we probably will because any character that threatens Chuck and Sarah will be hated by most of us. Just be glad we see Chuck punch him in the promo, I bet that will be as satisfying as I think it will be :D!

Thanks for listening to me: The Crazy Psycho Shipper. <- I am very proud of that title :)

-KBM

Testing!

I am currently getting drug tested! This is going to suck cause I don't have to peeeee! Hmm

Don't worry I am clean lol


- KBM

Temptation

So I am sitting here waiting for the mechanics to change my oil, rotate my tires and change my filters... This coffee keeps tempting me...

The question is; do I give into temptation??

This is so significant: do I give into the smell of hot coffee brewing, I can taste the coffee and it has been at least a month since I have been off of this stuff...

Oh how this temptation is to tempting...

- KBM

New Chapter

As the days go by, it shows that my final days here in Kansas are ending. The next time I return I will be 20, have an associates degree, and have a very Latina Texan tan :).

I have discovered that returning home only makes it harder and harder to say goodbye... The things I miss and the rare changes that occur, it still gets hard to leave...

Right now for example; I am at my little brothers basketball game and it is the last game I will see til next year... This sadenss me to know that so many things will go by and life will pass before the next time I see another game...

Though it seems like nothing ever changes in my hometown, I miss my brother grow up...

When I leave, my family are no longer known as familiar faces, they become familiar voices... Voices I feel delighted to hear and at some points dread... Hearing thier voices give me a sense of security and relief.

No matter what happens in my life the most consistent thing will be my family...specifically my mom.

Through all the illnesses and injuries, my mom has never doubted me. Never. My mom will be the one person in the world who will be there for me through thick and thin. She is the greatest woman I know and there is no one else in the world like her. She is beautiful, smart, and caring... I could only hope to be a mother like her to my future kids. Regardless of what she thinks, I would love to be just like her.

That's all I really have to say at the moment... Gotta watch my brother play :)

- KBM

Post-2009

This year was crazy, but now too crazy. Here are some highlights:

1. Made honors for my College softball Team :)

2. Got straight A's in college.

3. Started my first real job. Then got a full-time on as my 2nd

4. Made some awesome friends, went to some awesome parties and had made some memories I wish I could remember.

5. Discovered new things about me such as; I enjoy scriptwriting instead of writing stories. I enjoy Disney Channel STILL.

6. Paramore's new album released; Harry Potter and Transformers sequels were released.

7. I got to spend a lot more time with my family in Albuquerque, which was awesome.

8. I had a great last few months of 2009...

What I am looking forward to in 2010.

1. All my new movie sequels, and new movies to come out. Along with all the new music that is going to be released.

2. My spring softball season!

3.I will graduate with an associates.

4. I will sign to play at another college, and I am exciting to open that chapter of my life :)

5. My show 'Chuck' will premiere with its season 3 in January!!!!

6. It will be the first summer I won't play ANY summer ball, at all. It will be a nice change.

7. I will have another birthday...DUH lol

8. My aunt will have another baby :)!!!!

9. I will most likely see Paramore in concert again, and many other concerts as well.

--2010 is so uncertain, and I love it. I have no idea, other than school and softball, what I am going to do with my life... The uncertainty keeps me motivated to make new memories, meet new people and grasp the unknown. I look forward to things I have NO idea life is going to throw my way. All I know is that I am going to do good, so I have no negative Karma... Yes, I believe in karma. I am not going to make any New Years resolutions, because honestly who actually sticks to them... There is no point in me setting myself up for failure, so I will not make one. I am just going to live my life the way I want, and I will do what makes me happy :) (this equals good Karma, I hope:) )

Have a safe and blessed New Years. May your year of 2010 be a one of beautiful surprises and the upmost happiness :)

-KBM

'Charah' pre-season 3 Theory...

Chuck, my all time favorite show premiers here soon, January 10th at 8pm to be exact. I have been having a great time theorizing with my friend Rich, to pass the time away. We mainly discuss our crazy hold Charah has over us. It's one of our favorite aspect of the show, and we talk about it all the time... So over time I have came up with this theory about Sarah's view on the Chuck/Sarah relationship...though probably, this will all be proven wrong. Ha, but it is always fun to theorize :)

Sarah loves Chuck, we all know this...but she has always, since the season 1, put her job and her country in front of her feelings...But the first few episodes of the season 2, she let her feelings slip... and Chuck broke her heart by saying that they will never be together. So Sarah put on her wall again...and it wasn't let down until Colonel. She sat back and let Chuck get with Jill and it broke her heart to do so… She had a thing for Cole, but never acted on it because she cared too much about Chuck...So by the end of the season she comes to the decision to throw away her career for Chuck, then he downloads 2.0, but yet she still asks him to go away with her in the season 3 premiere. They do...but we don't know what happens, or why their trip ends and she comes back...but "something traumatic" has happened. My bet is that Sarah is the one that ends it with Chuck to protect him, this new intersect has all these new powers and she has no idea how its going to affect Chuck. So she is scared that them together would be hazardous to the new intersect. So she lies and blames it on that they cant be together, blah blah blah, like she has in the past 2 seasons. She does it to protect him. Hence why in the sides it says that they see each other for the first time and they "passionately kiss". She loves Chuck. She has no choice but to break his heart. So Chuck believes Sarah, now he’s depressed and what not, they end the fake relationship too. Morgan comes back to heal Chuck... Then they realize that the new intersect needs Sarah to function. As they slowly progress to start learning about this interest, the more Sarah is comfortable with it. In the meantime, they have love interests thrown into the mix but somehow they stay in love. Even if they try being just friends, they wont be able to hide their true feelings. In the end, no matter what happens, its going to be a slow and painful process...

I may be a crazy Charah shipper, but I went from head over heels, to being a cautious shipper. So now I know all the things I do, I will be prepared for the all the hard times, but I am still going to be waiting for the big payoff, like the one in versus the Colonel :)

-KBM

Bad day

I am currently at the dentist office getting cavaties filled. Idk how it's possible that I have four cavaties when I brush my teeth 2-3 times a day AND I dot eat candy, or drink much pop! Ugh here I am getting all of these cavaties filled, going through all of this pain because I take greatxare of my teeth. Before you ask, yes I do floss...blah. I hate this. I have been dreading this moment for 2 weeks :( wish me luck y'all

- Katy B Med

Location:SE 29th St,Topeka,United States

iPhone

I love the iPhone! It has everything you will ever need :) like Twitter or my blog :) awesome. Let the non stop twittering and blogging begin!


- Katy B Med

If It Means Alot To You

There is a new song that I have fallen in love with...it's called:

"If it Means Alot to You" by A Day To Remember

Here are some lyrics

--"Hey Darling, I hope your good tonight And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving. Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by..."

--"If you can wait til I get home, then I swear I can make this last"

The song starts off acoustic, but at the very end of the song it picks up and does a full out ending. Its freaking sweet and I LOVE THIS SONG.

It's also a duet with Sierra Kusterback from VersaEmerge.

Go and listen :)

Wow!

Sorry,

It's been awhile. Since December 6th!

Been a lot going on and I forgot to keep posting.

So here are a few more posts ;)

December 5th

December 5th, a day that for a long I will never forget.

Last year in 2008, I lost a friends named Alex Bergan. She was one year older than me and we had played volleyball together for about 4 years. The last time I had saw her was about a year before in 2007 and we slowly lost contact.

I always saw her on FB and always thought I should say hi, and ask her how she was doing. But I never did...

Then I get a phone call telling me that she had died.

She died getting an appendectomy (her appendix removed), her blood clotted and the clot went to her heart. She died on December 5th.

I was in Arkansas at college when she passed, and when her funeral was held. So, I obviously I didn't get to go to her funeral. I still haven't been to her grave to pay my respects. I feel too ashamed to do so...

So December will not be a good for a long time....

RIP Alex Marie Bergan

I remember your crazy personality and the funny jokes we would make on the court. And how could I forget our crazy dancing?? I am sorry we lost contact. I love you girl. RIP.

Here it is...

Sorry, Haven't posted in awhile. A lot has been going on...

For one it was Thanksgiving and I didn't really have time to post with being around the family and sorts of things. I missed my family, and I didn't really realize how much I did until I saw them. My little brother is getting so big! He is seriously almost as tall as me, and he is so mature! Goodness I can't believe how old he is getting. It makes me feel like an old ass.

I saw four new movies over these past weeks

1. New Moon

2. G.I. Joe: Rise of Cobra

3. The Ugly Truth

4. Sunshine Cleaning

I was not really of fan of New Moon, I am not a hard core 'twi-hard' or anything. I only enjoyed a shirtless Taylor Lautner.

I really enjoyed G.I. Joe though...Channing Tatum is oh so delicious lol.

The Ugly Truth was funny. Prolly wont watch it again tho. When I look at Gerad Butler it makes me think of 300, and he was so fine in that movie.

I love love love Sunshine Cleaning. Emily Blunt is fantastic in that movie, and so is Amy Adams and Alan Arkin is always amazing! The movie was funny and the acting was good on all the three main leads...and that little boy was so cute!! Go check out this movie, I loved it.

After these movies, my life got a little sad. My uncle, whom I used to know well, passed away last night. We were closer when I was little, but as I grew older I rarely saw him. He was my grandpa's brother and I wish I could be home for my grandpa, but I can't because I am here in Texas at college...

So Rest In Peace my Uncle. I am sorry we didn't know each other better Jerry Chaffee. Rest in peace, and I am happy that you are not in pain any longer.

There it is, how my past few days have went...

CHUCK!!!

SO I AM SERIOUSLY SO EXCITED TO REPORT THAT MY FAVORITE TV SHOW CHUCK IS RETURNING IN JANUARY!

There are going to be 2 new episodes on January 10th and then one new one on January 11th...returning to its normal at on mondays!

OMG OMG OMG OMG I AM SO STOKED!! It looks so good....soooo sooo soo good!!

Chuck Me Mondays gets a new start!!!

What Sword?

So I have NO CLUE how I have NEVER heard this quote before....but this is officially my next tattoo...because I live by this quote

"The pen is mightier than the sword"

What the eff...I think I did hear this once, but I obviously did not pay attention...

I Just needed you to lift me UP!

So, I discovered some new music!!

They're called... GO RADIO!!

They are so amazing.

I love another band called Mayday Parade, and specifically their first album titled "A Lesson In Romantics" if you haven't heard it, check it...its SO good.

Well I guess the guy in Mayday that wrote that album, the lyrics and piano parts got absolutely NO credit for his work on the album, so he left Mayday and created his own band and its GO RADIO!!

I listened to Maydays new album and it sucked...it really did. It def. does not compare to their first album, and you can tell that he left the band and they suffer without him.

GO RADIO is a million times better than Mayday currently is...

So check em out!

F*ck Awareness

So, I am fully aware that there is a lot of Breast Cancer Awareness things going on. You go to a store and you see the pink ribbon on everything... This saddens me.

I get the feelings that companies now use Breast Cancer awareness as a way to sell products. Which is total BULLSHIT.

I read on the internet that one woman with breast cancer has created a shirt says "Fuck Awareness, Find A Cure". Now this shirt, I want! She is totally right, why have awareness, when we need a cure. Awareness will only make people realize there is a problem, how do we get someone to do something about it? That is the question at hand...

So, FUCK AWARENESS AND FIND A CURE!

An Education For You....

Ao Falar Non, Escribir Fala Mais Alto

This means "When Speaking Fails, Writing Speaks Louder" in Galacian

I want to get this tattooed around my wrist... To me, writing is how I speak, and say what needs to be said

Awesome.

Not a Sunday Funday

Have not posted in awhile...so here it is.

I have had a lot of things going on...fall ball is over with. We finished up playing University of Texas Longhorns...that was a shit show, but we are a JuCo and they're one of the best teams in the Big 12 conference, so they should of kicked our ass. Anyways...

I have been writing a lot lately, and I have some new ideas and I am stoked to keep writing about them. There is one that I am particularly stoked about, but I can not divulge the information on it...I am at the first stage of writing it and I don't want to jinx it!

Our coach is doing room checks now, and so we can't really go out anymore...blah! I guess it will show our dedication to the team, or something like that.

This all I have to say for now...more later

--KM

Matt Bomer

Just found out that the sexiest man alive MATT BOMER is gay. IM SO DAMN DEPRESSED.

Sad sad day...He is still seksi

One Tree Hill

Sooo I LOVE ONE TREE HILL...

it was super depressing yesterday, but it was soo good. I cried and cried...but oh so good.

CANT WAIT TIL NEXT WEEK!! HOPE CLAY AND QUINN GET TOGETHER...

This Inconvenience.

So I am sick again...and my family is pretty much disappointed in me because I didn't play today...
The truth, and the honest truth is that I was afraid to be out on the field and make a mistake because I was not 100 percent today...I was terrified that I would mess up and not be able to perform to my top abilities for my team and not being able to perform for them is not okay. So I sat out, and it killed me, every single second of that game.
I feel that if I can't give my team everything I have then I have no business on that field...what so ever...
But if you look at my families perspective, then you would know that there is always something wrong...if I am not sick, then im hurt somehow...they think that I don't know that. TRUST ME I KNOW!
They tell me that I am going to start dealing with the pain...well heres what I have to say; What do you think I do? I only complain about it until it gets so bad that I cant even play, but until then, I deal with it.
They don't see it...
Yea there is always something wrong, this I know. But damn, I know everything that comes along with being sick or injured...I know that it doesn't look good for other coaches to see me sit out...
I can write what I want on here because I know they wont see it...and I know that this is the most pointless way to get things out, but its better than keeping it bottled in.
This is my outlet and I am their inconvenience... well my problems are MY INCONVENIENCE

ugh

im sick again...blah blah blah....
I hate this bull

Update

I haven't really had time to do an update...so here it is.

Played four games of softball this week, i'm currently sickly and watching usa.

Matt Bomer is so seksi...its ridiculous. I def tuning into White Collar.
I am falling for Psych, funny show. Saw the girl from She's All That...hehehe
Did I mention that Monk is my new favorite crime fighter??
NCIS is better than CSI, regardless of what everyone else says...even though Horatio is a stud.

This is the only positive outcome of being sick...endless tv shows.
Cheers to you cold, you've got me discovering new obsessions :)

Sleep.

Here's my new theory. Since I cant sleep when I'm actually tired, what if I tried to sleep when I'm totally wired??? Here is to test day number 1...

hmm. I seriously doubt this will work considering I have INSOMNIA...

I cheers to you God, I love it when you throw me curve balls.

I Love College

No, I will not be quoting Asher Roth.

College to me is my way of finally growing up and turning into someone that my family can be proud of. I hope to mature into a woman who will be successful on my own, and never have to worry about money...

I can hope and I will dream. And I will make them come true :)

-KatyGirl...

This time...

Why?
People say that things happen for a reason, but you never know the reason why it happened. Though I still believe that everything does happen for a reason, I want to know why. I need to know these answers.
Why do we HAVE to have heartbreak? Can't we just be happy all the time?
When it comes to loving someone, why does it have to be so damn complicated?
When it comes to trusting someone...why is it I can't. I can never seen to find that part deep in my soul that will let me trust anyone. But as I grow older, I become less bitter and therefore trust comes easier.
But why?

BRAND NEW EYES!!!!

ITS FINALLY HERE
PARAMORE - BRAND NEW EYES
seriously, thier best album yet. I cant believe that i like it better than All We Know Is Falling....thier first album. wow.
Listen to these songs specifically
The Only Exception
All I Wanted
Brick By Boring Brick
they are the best...All I Wanted has insane vocals
damn. check it now!

The Only Expection

When i was younger
I saw my daddy cry and cursed at the wind he broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it
and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget and that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist..
But darlin, You are the only exception.
Maybe i know, somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we've got to find other ways to make it alone or keep a straight face and i've always lived like this keeping a comfortable, distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk, but I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here I know your leaving in the morning, when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream and I'm on my way to believing. Oh, And Im on my way to believing.

----Paramore - "The Only Exception"

Excessive Idea Logging

Here are some more of my current projects;

(Only describing them in a few words)

1. The Power of a 5 minds

2. Collision of Their Past

3. The Power of Jealousy

4. Blind Love

....I have got quiet the load....

I don't plan on stopping any time soon :)

I LOVE EVERY SECOND OF IT.

I either continue a story, depending on my mood and the day. Or, If something new sparks up, I start a outline.

I have started writing scripts for stories 1-3 and outlined the fourth one. :)

I'm hoping someday, you all can love them just as much as I do!!

Sincerely,

KatyBMed

I have been thinking...

I have this problem, that I like to call "excessive idea logging". which means, that I constantly of thinking of a new story to write, a new story to share.

My newest one...

To describe it in a few words would be;

Blind Love

So sweet and sappy, so universal.

Writing is who I am.

I love my problem. If I have to live with it for the rest of my life, I will live a happy life. No one can take my mind away from me :)

Friends.

Pet Peeve.

~ When a friend of yours finds a boyfriend and all of the sudden, that is all that matters~

I am totally not against a friend finding a boyfriend, that is totally rad, but when that person finds him and then all of the sudden nothing else matter...seems a little excessive. Hmm. I find it interesting.

Maybe it's because I have commitment issues, but I don't understand it. I have been left behind enough, that it really doesn't phase me anymore.

I love blogging, none of my friends read this...because they don't care to blog so I can get away with this...maybe.

Here we go again.

MUSIC!!!

I HEARD PARAMORES NEW ALBUM TODAY!!

I. LOVE.

BRAND NEW EYES.

seriously everyone needs to check it at

paramore.net >>> their official website. its amazing

lyrically sound and not pop rock at all. reminds me of their first album.

check it right now!

ONE MORE WEEK

ONE WEEK FROM TODAY PARAMORE'S NEW ALBUM COMES OUT!!

"BRAND NEW EYES"!!! WHOSE STOKED??? MEEEE!

Softball

First games this weekend, I am totally stoked. Let's hope I do well...I am anxious to see how we look this year. yaaa buddy!!

It's a story

I wrote this precis thing for a class, well when I got it back my teacher said that I wrote it wrong, because it was like a story.

What is wrong with writing a story?? Nothing...if you ask me

Every moment, every breathe....is a story.

There is NOT ONE moment in your life that is not worth telling.

So, I wanted to write everything I read in that chapter...as a story.

I write.

I love to write.

Stories are all I have.

How dare she insult my work because I wanted to write it as a story.

Maybe it was not apart of the assignment, but it required us to put it in our own words...so I did and it happened to be a story.

Long live the glory of story telling!

Hmm....Inspiration!

One look, he was sold

One taste, he was lost

One touch, he was made

One look was all it took

One taste was all that was needed

One touch had closed the deal…

One look started it all.

One taste made him weak

One touch, his heart skipped…

It all started with her beauty

And his heart would never need

To look, taste, or touch ever again.

I usually don't write poetry/lyrics anymore....but I felt inspired. Its called "One".

Enjoy :)

Music.

Playlist for today

Mayday Parade

Demi Lovato

Paramore

Cute Is What We Aim For

Cartel

The Cab

Chevelle

this playlist could really go on forever...

This Ordinary Day

This ordinary day, is like any other day...usual, typical, and mapped out.

Tomorrow I will wake up at 5:35 am, go to weights. Then come back to my dorm and go back to bed. Wake up at 8:45 am and go to Government class. Return to my dorm, and yet again sleep. Go to lunch around noon then go to the training room at 2:30 then go to practice. After practice I will go to dinner and then go to study hall til' nine.

I am not too sure I like this planned out deal...I like the unknown part of my day. The curve ball you don't see coming.

But here we go again.

First Blog Ever

This is my first blog entry ever, not too sure what I need to say here...