As the days go by, it shows that my final days here in Kansas are ending. The next time I return I will be 20, have an associates degree, and have a very Latina Texan tan :).
I have discovered that returning home only makes it harder and harder to say goodbye... The things I miss and the rare changes that occur, it still gets hard to leave...
Right now for example; I am at my little brothers basketball game and it is the last game I will see til next year... This sadenss me to know that so many things will go by and life will pass before the next time I see another game...
Though it seems like nothing ever changes in my hometown, I miss my brother grow up...
When I leave, my family are no longer known as familiar faces, they become familiar voices... Voices I feel delighted to hear and at some points dread... Hearing thier voices give me a sense of security and relief.
No matter what happens in my life the most consistent thing will be my family...specifically my mom.
Through all the illnesses and injuries, my mom has never doubted me. Never. My mom will be the one person in the world who will be there for me through thick and thin. She is the greatest woman I know and there is no one else in the world like her. She is beautiful, smart, and caring... I could only hope to be a mother like her to my future kids. Regardless of what she thinks, I would love to be just like her.
That's all I really have to say at the moment... Gotta watch my brother play :)
- KBM
Just a few things you should know first:
- Katy Brooks
- I love writing, and writing is what I do best. Everyone has their own inspiration and a way to deal with emotion, and my outlet is writing and music. Music is my calm, my happiness, my sadness and my life. I love music, I listen to it all day everyday. I have been writing since I learned how to make sense of all the things going on in my mind. My writing is how I get everything I feel out in the open. When I create a character I feel like I put myself in their shoes, like I vicariously live through them... I wouldn't have it any other way because to me it makes them seem more relatable. Without my writing and music, I would be a lost soul... It is who I am. My name is also Katy Brooks, though it is not my real name, it who I will be known as from here on out.
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