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06 December 2009

December 5th

December 5th, a day that for a long I will never forget.

Last year in 2008, I lost a friends named Alex Bergan. She was one year older than me and we had played volleyball together for about 4 years. The last time I had saw her was about a year before in 2007 and we slowly lost contact.
I always saw her on FB and always thought I should say hi, and ask her how she was doing. But I never did...
Then I get a phone call telling me that she had died.
She died getting an appendectomy (her appendix removed), her blood clotted and the clot went to her heart. She died on December 5th.
I was in Arkansas at college when she passed, and when her funeral was held. So, I obviously I didn't get to go to her funeral. I still haven't been to her grave to pay my respects. I feel too ashamed to do so...
So December will not be a good for a long time....
RIP Alex Marie Bergan
I remember your crazy personality and the funny jokes we would make on the court. And how could I forget our crazy dancing?? I am sorry we lost contact. I love you girl. RIP.

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