Matt Bomer

Just found out that the sexiest man alive MATT BOMER is gay. IM SO DAMN DEPRESSED.

Sad sad day...He is still seksi

One Tree Hill

Sooo I LOVE ONE TREE HILL...

it was super depressing yesterday, but it was soo good. I cried and cried...but oh so good.

CANT WAIT TIL NEXT WEEK!! HOPE CLAY AND QUINN GET TOGETHER...

This Inconvenience.

So I am sick again...and my family is pretty much disappointed in me because I didn't play today...
The truth, and the honest truth is that I was afraid to be out on the field and make a mistake because I was not 100 percent today...I was terrified that I would mess up and not be able to perform to my top abilities for my team and not being able to perform for them is not okay. So I sat out, and it killed me, every single second of that game.
I feel that if I can't give my team everything I have then I have no business on that field...what so ever...
But if you look at my families perspective, then you would know that there is always something wrong...if I am not sick, then im hurt somehow...they think that I don't know that. TRUST ME I KNOW!
They tell me that I am going to start dealing with the pain...well heres what I have to say; What do you think I do? I only complain about it until it gets so bad that I cant even play, but until then, I deal with it.
They don't see it...
Yea there is always something wrong, this I know. But damn, I know everything that comes along with being sick or injured...I know that it doesn't look good for other coaches to see me sit out...
I can write what I want on here because I know they wont see it...and I know that this is the most pointless way to get things out, but its better than keeping it bottled in.
This is my outlet and I am their inconvenience... well my problems are MY INCONVENIENCE

ugh

im sick again...blah blah blah....
I hate this bull

Update

I haven't really had time to do an update...so here it is.

Played four games of softball this week, i'm currently sickly and watching usa.

Matt Bomer is so seksi...its ridiculous. I def tuning into White Collar.
I am falling for Psych, funny show. Saw the girl from She's All That...hehehe
Did I mention that Monk is my new favorite crime fighter??
NCIS is better than CSI, regardless of what everyone else says...even though Horatio is a stud.

This is the only positive outcome of being sick...endless tv shows.
Cheers to you cold, you've got me discovering new obsessions :)

Sleep.

Here's my new theory. Since I cant sleep when I'm actually tired, what if I tried to sleep when I'm totally wired??? Here is to test day number 1...

hmm. I seriously doubt this will work considering I have INSOMNIA...

I cheers to you God, I love it when you throw me curve balls.

I Love College

No, I will not be quoting Asher Roth.

College to me is my way of finally growing up and turning into someone that my family can be proud of. I hope to mature into a woman who will be successful on my own, and never have to worry about money...

I can hope and I will dream. And I will make them come true :)

-KatyGirl...

This time...

Why?
People say that things happen for a reason, but you never know the reason why it happened. Though I still believe that everything does happen for a reason, I want to know why. I need to know these answers.
Why do we HAVE to have heartbreak? Can't we just be happy all the time?
When it comes to loving someone, why does it have to be so damn complicated?
When it comes to trusting someone...why is it I can't. I can never seen to find that part deep in my soul that will let me trust anyone. But as I grow older, I become less bitter and therefore trust comes easier.
But why?

BRAND NEW EYES!!!!

ITS FINALLY HERE
PARAMORE - BRAND NEW EYES
seriously, thier best album yet. I cant believe that i like it better than All We Know Is Falling....thier first album. wow.
Listen to these songs specifically
The Only Exception
All I Wanted
Brick By Boring Brick
they are the best...All I Wanted has insane vocals
damn. check it now!

The Only Expection

When i was younger
I saw my daddy cry and cursed at the wind he broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it
and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget and that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist..
But darlin, You are the only exception.
Maybe i know, somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we've got to find other ways to make it alone or keep a straight face and i've always lived like this keeping a comfortable, distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk, but I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here I know your leaving in the morning, when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream and I'm on my way to believing. Oh, And Im on my way to believing.

----Paramore - "The Only Exception"

Excessive Idea Logging

Here are some more of my current projects;

(Only describing them in a few words)

1. The Power of a 5 minds

2. Collision of Their Past

3. The Power of Jealousy

4. Blind Love

....I have got quiet the load....

I don't plan on stopping any time soon :)

I LOVE EVERY SECOND OF IT.

I either continue a story, depending on my mood and the day. Or, If something new sparks up, I start a outline.

I have started writing scripts for stories 1-3 and outlined the fourth one. :)

I'm hoping someday, you all can love them just as much as I do!!

Sincerely,

KatyBMed

I have been thinking...

I have this problem, that I like to call "excessive idea logging". which means, that I constantly of thinking of a new story to write, a new story to share.

My newest one...

To describe it in a few words would be;

Blind Love

So sweet and sappy, so universal.

Writing is who I am.

I love my problem. If I have to live with it for the rest of my life, I will live a happy life. No one can take my mind away from me :)

Friends.

Pet Peeve.

~ When a friend of yours finds a boyfriend and all of the sudden, that is all that matters~

I am totally not against a friend finding a boyfriend, that is totally rad, but when that person finds him and then all of the sudden nothing else matter...seems a little excessive. Hmm. I find it interesting.

Maybe it's because I have commitment issues, but I don't understand it. I have been left behind enough, that it really doesn't phase me anymore.

I love blogging, none of my friends read this...because they don't care to blog so I can get away with this...maybe.

Here we go again.

MUSIC!!!

I HEARD PARAMORES NEW ALBUM TODAY!!

I. LOVE.

BRAND NEW EYES.

seriously everyone needs to check it at

paramore.net >>> their official website. its amazing

lyrically sound and not pop rock at all. reminds me of their first album.

check it right now!

ONE MORE WEEK

ONE WEEK FROM TODAY PARAMORE'S NEW ALBUM COMES OUT!!

"BRAND NEW EYES"!!! WHOSE STOKED??? MEEEE!

Softball

First games this weekend, I am totally stoked. Let's hope I do well...I am anxious to see how we look this year. yaaa buddy!!

It's a story

I wrote this precis thing for a class, well when I got it back my teacher said that I wrote it wrong, because it was like a story.

What is wrong with writing a story?? Nothing...if you ask me

Every moment, every breathe....is a story.

There is NOT ONE moment in your life that is not worth telling.

So, I wanted to write everything I read in that chapter...as a story.

I write.

I love to write.

Stories are all I have.

How dare she insult my work because I wanted to write it as a story.

Maybe it was not apart of the assignment, but it required us to put it in our own words...so I did and it happened to be a story.

Long live the glory of story telling!

Hmm....Inspiration!

One look, he was sold

One taste, he was lost

One touch, he was made

One look was all it took

One taste was all that was needed

One touch had closed the deal…

One look started it all.

One taste made him weak

One touch, his heart skipped…

It all started with her beauty

And his heart would never need

To look, taste, or touch ever again.

I usually don't write poetry/lyrics anymore....but I felt inspired. Its called "One".

Enjoy :)

Music.

Playlist for today

Mayday Parade

Demi Lovato

Paramore

Cute Is What We Aim For

Cartel

The Cab

Chevelle

this playlist could really go on forever...

This Ordinary Day

This ordinary day, is like any other day...usual, typical, and mapped out.

Tomorrow I will wake up at 5:35 am, go to weights. Then come back to my dorm and go back to bed. Wake up at 8:45 am and go to Government class. Return to my dorm, and yet again sleep. Go to lunch around noon then go to the training room at 2:30 then go to practice. After practice I will go to dinner and then go to study hall til' nine.

I am not too sure I like this planned out deal...I like the unknown part of my day. The curve ball you don't see coming.

But here we go again.

First Blog Ever

This is my first blog entry ever, not too sure what I need to say here...