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I love writing, and writing is what I do best. Everyone has their own inspiration and a way to deal with emotion, and my outlet is writing and music. Music is my calm, my happiness, my sadness and my life. I love music, I listen to it all day everyday. I have been writing since I learned how to make sense of all the things going on in my mind. My writing is how I get everything I feel out in the open. When I create a character I feel like I put myself in their shoes, like I vicariously live through them... I wouldn't have it any other way because to me it makes them seem more relatable. Without my writing and music, I would be a lost soul... It is who I am. My name is also Katy Brooks, though it is not my real name, it who I will be known as from here on out.

22 January 2010

My Sappy Signature

So I made these new Chuck and Sarah pictures that would post in my ChuckTV forum signatures...


I hope you like :D because they took me FOREVER!

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The quotes in the photos is a song by A Day To Remember called "Have Faith In Me". I think it is a good Chuck/Sarah song, so you should probably check it out :D

Oh yay, I made this one first... hehehe its a little more humorous!
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-KBM

Collegiate Softball

Softball. This is what I pretty much do for a living. I play in College, and I have since I started school. I am on scholarship, so this is my full time job...


I don't see softball in my future, just until I finish College. The only reason why I play is so I can get a free education. So if I don't have to be in debt after student loans, etc... So for four years my life will consist of practice, study hall, team meetings, games, and practice.

My weekly schedule looks a lot like this:
Monday - 5 am weights - 7 am. Class. Lunch. Practice from 2:00-5:30. dinner. TV shows 7-10. Homework. Bed by 11-12.
Tuesday - Class from 9-1:30. Lunch somewhere between there. Practice 2:00-5:30. Dinner. Study Hall 7-8:30. More Hw. Bed by 11-12.
Wednesday - Same as monday except study hall from 7-8:30.
Thursday - Same as Tuesday.
Friday - Same as Wednesday.
Saturday - Sunday = Game's/tournaments.
**We usually have games on Friday and Saturday, and sometimes Thursday and maybe a Monday/Wednesday every once in awhile**
We don't have a free weekend off after next Friday, our first game, (Jan 29th). We don't even get spring break. I am pretty much booked til the end of May.

You could say my life is consumed of being a collegiate athlete....

If I had it my way... I would write all day/everyday. Writing is my passion, and my passion is put on hold a little bit for my free education. This sacrifice I am willing to make. I know in the future I will have been worth it.

-KBM

17 January 2010

Great Song

This song is by a guy I went to high school with. He won most attractive. This song surprised me thats for sure... take a look :D


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nswEjhWUHNM

-KBM

13 January 2010

Charah Theory UPDATED!!!

Okay, so last time I posted about my 'Charah" theory it was way before season three kicked off and I have obviously learned some new details. So here is my updated version.


Sarah got her heartbroken in prague, and we all saw that. It was horrible to watch the once emotionless CIA Agent express her feelings in a matter of a few seconds. Her eyes pleading and begging for Chuck to run away with her. But he left her there, broken. Sarah was once cold and again emotionless in the first two episodes. The part in the "Three Words" with the bow and Model Homes playing in the background was just as heartbreaking, she was so shut off and broken that you could tell her words stung Chuck with every breathe. Chuck didn't stand a chance. He still tried to explain himself and Sarah was not having it, until the last few minutes in "Chuck Versus The Three Words" where Sarah saw him explain himself, and it would seem all if forgiven (all thanks to Carina, who was AMAZING in that episode and I hope she returns in the near future).

Well now, after episode 3, Chuck and Sarah have decided to be friends, which I had predicted would happen. That long handshake they shared at the end of episode 3 still proved they love each other. But Sarah is too scared and too cautious to let her feelings be out in the open again. She is scared to get heartbroken again, obviously. So the wall it took two season's for Chuck to break down is up again. Though I don't think it will take long to knock down again, I hope! Plus we all know Chuck and Sarah can't stay friends without wanting more...

Sarah, no matter who is thrown into the mix, will ALWAYS love Chuck and I will always stand by that theory. Maybe she gets with Shaw (I hope all they do is kiss), but it will be meaningless because he will be the rebound guy because of her fear of wearing her heart on her sleeve. Sarah and Shaw may have a short lived romance, but as spoilers suggest that were released yesterday suggest that maybe Chuck and Sarah elope and run off together, they were on a train, as they had originally planned.

We all we have to suffer through the "trapezoid" of Shaw/Hannah/Chuck/Sarah for a few episodes but I trust the writers and like last season the pay off in Colonel was worth the wait. So sit back, enjoy the ride... The very bumpy/emotional/painful ride of Charah because I can see the pay off this season being SICK!! :) I have a feeling everything we have ever wanted will happen soon enough. Go ahead and hate sexy Shaw, because we probably will because any character that threatens Chuck and Sarah will be hated by most of us. Just be glad we see Chuck punch him in the promo, I bet that will be as satisfying as I think it will be :D!

Thanks for listening to me: The Crazy Psycho Shipper. <- I am very proud of that title :)

-KBM

Testing!

I am currently getting drug tested! This is going to suck cause I don't have to peeeee! Hmm

Don't worry I am clean lol


- KBM

05 January 2010

Temptation

So I am sitting here waiting for the mechanics to change my oil, rotate my tires and change my filters... This coffee keeps tempting me...

The question is; do I give into temptation??

This is so significant: do I give into the smell of hot coffee brewing, I can taste the coffee and it has been at least a month since I have been off of this stuff...

Oh how this temptation is to tempting...





- KBM

02 January 2010

New Chapter

As the days go by, it shows that my final days here in Kansas are ending. The next time I return I will be 20, have an associates degree, and have a very Latina Texan tan :).

I have discovered that returning home only makes it harder and harder to say goodbye... The things I miss and the rare changes that occur, it still gets hard to leave...

Right now for example; I am at my little brothers basketball game and it is the last game I will see til next year... This sadenss me to know that so many things will go by and life will pass before the next time I see another game...

Though it seems like nothing ever changes in my hometown, I miss my brother grow up...

When I leave, my family are no longer known as familiar faces, they become familiar voices... Voices I feel delighted to hear and at some points dread... Hearing thier voices give me a sense of security and relief.

No matter what happens in my life the most consistent thing will be my family...specifically my mom.

Through all the illnesses and injuries, my mom has never doubted me. Never. My mom will be the one person in the world who will be there for me through thick and thin. She is the greatest woman I know and there is no one else in the world like her. She is beautiful, smart, and caring... I could only hope to be a mother like her to my future kids. Regardless of what she thinks, I would love to be just like her.

That's all I really have to say at the moment... Gotta watch my brother play :)

- KBM