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I love writing, and writing is what I do best. Everyone has their own inspiration and a way to deal with emotion, and my outlet is writing and music. Music is my calm, my happiness, my sadness and my life. I love music, I listen to it all day everyday. I have been writing since I learned how to make sense of all the things going on in my mind. My writing is how I get everything I feel out in the open. When I create a character I feel like I put myself in their shoes, like I vicariously live through them... I wouldn't have it any other way because to me it makes them seem more relatable. Without my writing and music, I would be a lost soul... It is who I am. My name is also Katy Brooks, though it is not my real name, it who I will be known as from here on out.

31 December 2009

Post-2009

This year was crazy, but now too crazy. Here are some highlights:

1. Made honors for my College softball Team :)
2. Got straight A's in college.
3. Started my first real job. Then got a full-time on as my 2nd
4. Made some awesome friends, went to some awesome parties and had made some memories I wish I could remember.
5. Discovered new things about me such as; I enjoy scriptwriting instead of writing stories. I enjoy Disney Channel STILL.
6. Paramore's new album released; Harry Potter and Transformers sequels were released.
7. I got to spend a lot more time with my family in Albuquerque, which was awesome.
8. I had a great last few months of 2009...

What I am looking forward to in 2010.
1. All my new movie sequels, and new movies to come out. Along with all the new music that is going to be released.
2. My spring softball season!
3.I will graduate with an associates.
4. I will sign to play at another college, and I am exciting to open that chapter of my life :)
5. My show 'Chuck' will premiere with its season 3 in January!!!!
6. It will be the first summer I won't play ANY summer ball, at all. It will be a nice change.
7. I will have another birthday...DUH lol
8. My aunt will have another baby :)!!!!
9. I will most likely see Paramore in concert again, and many other concerts as well.

--2010 is so uncertain, and I love it. I have no idea, other than school and softball, what I am going to do with my life... The uncertainty keeps me motivated to make new memories, meet new people and grasp the unknown. I look forward to things I have NO idea life is going to throw my way. All I know is that I am going to do good, so I have no negative Karma... Yes, I believe in karma. I am not going to make any New Years resolutions, because honestly who actually sticks to them... There is no point in me setting myself up for failure, so I will not make one. I am just going to live my life the way I want, and I will do what makes me happy :) (this equals good Karma, I hope:) )

Have a safe and blessed New Years. May your year of 2010 be a one of beautiful surprises and the upmost happiness :)

-KBM

29 December 2009

'Charah' pre-season 3 Theory...

Chuck, my all time favorite show premiers here soon, January 10th at 8pm to be exact. I have been having a great time theorizing with my friend Rich, to pass the time away. We mainly discuss our crazy hold Charah has over us. It's one of our favorite aspect of the show, and we talk about it all the time... So over time I have came up with this theory about Sarah's view on the Chuck/Sarah relationship...though probably, this will all be proven wrong. Ha, but it is always fun to theorize :)


Sarah loves Chuck, we all know this...but she has always, since the season 1, put her job and her country in front of her feelings...But the first few episodes of the season 2, she let her feelings slip... and Chuck broke her heart by saying that they will never be together. So Sarah put on her wall again...and it wasn't let down until Colonel. She sat back and let Chuck get with Jill and it broke her heart to do so… She had a thing for Cole, but never acted on it because she cared too much about Chuck...So by the end of the season she comes to the decision to throw away her career for Chuck, then he downloads 2.0, but yet she still asks him to go away with her in the season 3 premiere. They do...but we don't know what happens, or why their trip ends and she comes back...but "something traumatic" has happened. My bet is that Sarah is the one that ends it with Chuck to protect him, this new intersect has all these new powers and she has no idea how its going to affect Chuck. So she is scared that them together would be hazardous to the new intersect. So she lies and blames it on that they cant be together, blah blah blah, like she has in the past 2 seasons. She does it to protect him. Hence why in the sides it says that they see each other for the first time and they "passionately kiss". She loves Chuck. She has no choice but to break his heart. So Chuck believes Sarah, now he’s depressed and what not, they end the fake relationship too. Morgan comes back to heal Chuck... Then they realize that the new intersect needs Sarah to function. As they slowly progress to start learning about this interest, the more Sarah is comfortable with it. In the meantime, they have love interests thrown into the mix but somehow they stay in love. Even if they try being just friends, they wont be able to hide their true feelings. In the end, no matter what happens, its going to be a slow and painful process...


I may be a crazy Charah shipper, but I went from head over heels, to being a cautious shipper. So now I know all the things I do, I will be prepared for the all the hard times, but I am still going to be waiting for the big payoff, like the one in versus the Colonel :)

-KBM

Bad day

I am currently at the dentist office getting cavaties filled. Idk how it's possible that I have four cavaties when I brush my teeth 2-3 times a day AND I dot eat candy, or drink much pop! Ugh here I am getting all of these cavaties filled, going through all of this pain because I take greatxare of my teeth. Before you ask, yes I do floss...blah. I hate this. I have been dreading this moment for 2 weeks :( wish me luck y'all

- Katy B Med

Location:SE 29th St,Topeka,United States

28 December 2009

iPhone

I love the iPhone! It has everything you will ever need :) like Twitter or my blog :) awesome. Let the non stop twittering and blogging begin!


- Katy B Med

If It Means Alot To You

There is a new song that I have fallen in love with...it's called:

"If it Means Alot to You" by A Day To Remember
Here are some lyrics
--"Hey Darling, I hope your good tonight And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving. Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by..."
--"If you can wait til I get home, then I swear I can make this last"

The song starts off acoustic, but at the very end of the song it picks up and does a full out ending. Its freaking sweet and I LOVE THIS SONG.

It's also a duet with Sierra Kusterback from VersaEmerge.
Go and listen :)

Wow!

Sorry,


It's been awhile. Since December 6th!
Been a lot going on and I forgot to keep posting.
So here are a few more posts ;)

06 December 2009

December 5th

December 5th, a day that for a long I will never forget.

Last year in 2008, I lost a friends named Alex Bergan. She was one year older than me and we had played volleyball together for about 4 years. The last time I had saw her was about a year before in 2007 and we slowly lost contact.
I always saw her on FB and always thought I should say hi, and ask her how she was doing. But I never did...
Then I get a phone call telling me that she had died.
She died getting an appendectomy (her appendix removed), her blood clotted and the clot went to her heart. She died on December 5th.
I was in Arkansas at college when she passed, and when her funeral was held. So, I obviously I didn't get to go to her funeral. I still haven't been to her grave to pay my respects. I feel too ashamed to do so...
So December will not be a good for a long time....
RIP Alex Marie Bergan
I remember your crazy personality and the funny jokes we would make on the court. And how could I forget our crazy dancing?? I am sorry we lost contact. I love you girl. RIP.