Matt Bomer

Just found out that the sexiest man alive MATT BOMER is gay. IM SO DAMN DEPRESSED.

Sad sad day...He is still seksi

One Tree Hill

Sooo I LOVE ONE TREE HILL...

it was super depressing yesterday, but it was soo good. I cried and cried...but oh so good.

CANT WAIT TIL NEXT WEEK!! HOPE CLAY AND QUINN GET TOGETHER...

This Inconvenience.

So I am sick again...and my family is pretty much disappointed in me because I didn't play today...
The truth, and the honest truth is that I was afraid to be out on the field and make a mistake because I was not 100 percent today...I was terrified that I would mess up and not be able to perform to my top abilities for my team and not being able to perform for them is not okay. So I sat out, and it killed me, every single second of that game.
I feel that if I can't give my team everything I have then I have no business on that field...what so ever...
But if you look at my families perspective, then you would know that there is always something wrong...if I am not sick, then im hurt somehow...they think that I don't know that. TRUST ME I KNOW!
They tell me that I am going to start dealing with the pain...well heres what I have to say; What do you think I do? I only complain about it until it gets so bad that I cant even play, but until then, I deal with it.
They don't see it...
Yea there is always something wrong, this I know. But damn, I know everything that comes along with being sick or injured...I know that it doesn't look good for other coaches to see me sit out...
I can write what I want on here because I know they wont see it...and I know that this is the most pointless way to get things out, but its better than keeping it bottled in.
This is my outlet and I am their inconvenience... well my problems are MY INCONVENIENCE

ugh

im sick again...blah blah blah....
I hate this bull

Update

I haven't really had time to do an update...so here it is.

Played four games of softball this week, i'm currently sickly and watching usa.

Matt Bomer is so seksi...its ridiculous. I def tuning into White Collar.
I am falling for Psych, funny show. Saw the girl from She's All That...hehehe
Did I mention that Monk is my new favorite crime fighter??
NCIS is better than CSI, regardless of what everyone else says...even though Horatio is a stud.

This is the only positive outcome of being sick...endless tv shows.
Cheers to you cold, you've got me discovering new obsessions :)

Sleep.

Here's my new theory. Since I cant sleep when I'm actually tired, what if I tried to sleep when I'm totally wired??? Here is to test day number 1...

hmm. I seriously doubt this will work considering I have INSOMNIA...

I cheers to you God, I love it when you throw me curve balls.

I Love College

No, I will not be quoting Asher Roth.

College to me is my way of finally growing up and turning into someone that my family can be proud of. I hope to mature into a woman who will be successful on my own, and never have to worry about money...

I can hope and I will dream. And I will make them come true :)

-KatyGirl...

This time...

Why?
People say that things happen for a reason, but you never know the reason why it happened. Though I still believe that everything does happen for a reason, I want to know why. I need to know these answers.
Why do we HAVE to have heartbreak? Can't we just be happy all the time?
When it comes to loving someone, why does it have to be so damn complicated?
When it comes to trusting someone...why is it I can't. I can never seen to find that part deep in my soul that will let me trust anyone. But as I grow older, I become less bitter and therefore trust comes easier.
But why?