Comtemplation

I am currently laying in bed just thinking.... (this is what I normall do because I don't sleep well, so I lay here and think)

I am thinking about my life and what I am doing.

Yesterday was the time in a long time that I have shown so much passion for softball. Yesterday I played with a broken finger and it was so damn painful but I can't remember the last time I cared this much to push through. I mean I have pain and I have always pushed through but yesterday was different... I felt like it was the game that I fell in love with years ago. I don't know if this will last but it's the first time I have felt like it is all going to be OK.

You have to realize that this doesn't happen for me, especially in softball. I am saying that I enjoyed doing it and looked forward to keep playing.

I am hoping it stays so I can get that competitive strive back and effin win.

See I'm getting excited just thinking about it. :)

Have a great day and stay blessed. Don't take anything for granted. You never know what you have until it's gone.



- KBM

Accidents

This post will not be very long due to the fact that I am currently typing with my two pointer fingers...

My middle finger on my left hand broke yesterday during my game. Shit shit shit. It was awful...

Sigh. I am not going to be out for any games... but I am going to have to be cautious because my trainer is very weary about where I broke it... we have to wait a week and see... fail.

Hoping it heals!

Here is my 2nd "accident" this week.

I got in a wreck. I am okay, my car has a little dent... my poor baby... But no one got hurt. Both cars are still drivable and look in normal shape...

So that is all I am going to release about that!

Stay blessed and safe y'all!


- KBM

RALLY TIME!!

We did it last year and we can do it again!!!!!


Attention all Chuck fans!!! It is time to rally, as Josh Schwartz said on twitter, it is time for us to organize! We need a season 4 and we are going to stop at nothing to get it!

NBC isn't going to help us in promotion either, so we need to attack blogs, websites, and all things internet. ASAP!! We need to spread this show and get our viewers back! Nielson ones first though.

We need to convince as many "important" people as possible that this show is worth saving and we loyal fans don't want to see it go!

We have not failed the show thus far and we don't plan on stopping at all!!

LETS DO THIS!

Rally time starts now, and it won't stop until we get an announcement for season 4!!!

So start blogging, tweeting, facebook posting, convincing, and if you know how to hack websites: hack em' and give them some Chuck spam!!!!!


Let's unite to save our show!

- KBM

Finally...

I finally decided to share some new information with my family... its pretty deep and I am nervous to know their reaction!...


BUT!!! ON A GREAT NOTE!!

My aunt is currently preggers and she found out today she is having another baby girl!!! awwwwwwww They want to name her Olivia Marie ... so presh!!

I am so excited!


OH BTW - It is spring break and our softball team (me) are the only people left on campus... Our coach made us stay and practice 3 times a day. 8 am, 10 am, and 3 pm. BOOOOO It sucks. I want to celebrate spring break like a normal college student. Sigh.

BUT Everything is well and Chuck is on tonight! YAY!

Stay safe and blessed!

- KBM

More 'Charah' Art

My newest Chuck and Sarah picture art.

This is from Chuck vs. The Fake Name.

The moment Sarah thought she was going to die, so they both got one last look at each other... If any fan ever doubted that they love each other then all they need to do is look at these pictures and they will be proved wrong.

- KBM

PERSPECTIVE!

This is post I unfortunately did NOT write.

This post is by Rich aka AgentChuck003.

This proves to all of you who think he is some crazy shipper, who hates where Chuck and Sarah have gone and don't believe in the show anymore, wrong. He had this AMAZING perspective and all I have to say is WOW! He nailed it on the head and made Shaw and Hannah make sense. I now feel like a fool for not understanding. He emailed me and this is what he had to say:

Hi Kate,

This is my new persepective on the Fake Name.

I think the reason why Sarah is not kicking ass and both Chuck and Sarah are OOC is because the writers want to portray that both Chuck and Sarah are trying to be people they are not. Sarah is trying to be Sam? Or whatever she thinks a real girl should be but she wants to be anybody but Sarah Walker. The problem is that Chuck is not there to guide her. Shaw is just manipulating Sarah and he is using the situation with Hannah and Chuck to do that. She gave the name reveal because she is desperately trying to be someone else. Being Sarah Walker is a painful memory because she feels she lost Chuck Bartowski and she doesn't recongize Charles Carmichael. Her running to Shaw is her trying to burn that bridge to what she wanted with Chuck. Last episode her model home burned down. Shaw is only a temporary Shack shielding her from the rain.

Now Chuck he tried to run into the arms of another brunette because he also has low self esteem and he thinks Sarah rejected Charles Bartowski after the Prague incident. He tried to be Charles Carmichael but that seemed to fail because he even said it last episode I did all this for her. What he did is change into something he is not and in the process he was grasping on to anyone who would show him so love. You don't think Chuck is about to have an emotional breakdown like Sarah. He lost Sarah when he chose to be a spy, he lost the connection with his sister, he is losing his best friend, he barely has a connection with Sarah and now Devon doesn't even want to know about his dual life. Chuck is also lost and so he runs to anyone who doesn't know he is a spy, hence trying to start a relationship with Hannah. He is a hell of of a guy living a hell of a lie, Not flashing to save Sarah is a big sign that Chuck has lost it.

The problem is only Chuck knows the real Sarah/Sam and only Sarah truly understands everything about Chuck Bartowski Real guy and Spy.

When these two are together and clicking they are unstoppable but right now they are two fake names trying to live other people’s lives.

Hopefully the beard they both realize that they both screwed up and they actually clean up this mess.

I still don't like the name reveal but I get that it is supposed to show us how broken these two people are. Sarah so broken she is willing to say screw it and for Chuck to see that she would confied in Shaw and that her love or lack there of is a rude awakening to Chuck. I don't think Chuck finding out about this thing with Shaw would have snapped him out, it had to be something so jarring that it would shake the very foundation of all he has believed. Hopefully his little bearded buddy helps him come out of the dark and Sarah sees that she really is Sarah Walker kick ass spy in love with Chuck Bartowski another kick ass spy. I am ready for this party to get started.

The first 8 episodes were the set up now it's time for the pay off.

Rich is very wise and has some major perspective. He just wants Chuck and Sarah together... He is not the crazy shipper you all think he is... or he used to be...

Bring on 3.09

-KBM

Chuck thoughts...

Okay so every Chuck fan knows that these past two episodes have been hard to watch... Being a huge Chuck/Sarah shipper it was hard to watch these two characters go their separate ways.

Just a note: I liked this past episode. We saw character growth and some step backs, and maybe realization. I am not critiquing the episode or talking bad about it. This is just how I feel and I am not trying to persuade you to feel the same...

Just a few things that got to me:

1) The moment Chuck lays his eyes on a new brunette he is sold... once again. Dumping everything he had with Sarah, or could of had with Sarah. After Sarah showed all of this compassion for Chuck in the previous episodes. Seeing Hannah and Chuck swoon over each other made me kinda want to vomit. HA. With that said, maybe it was only me but, they're slow kisses and pecks seemed awkward and I hope that was done on purpose. I felt with Chuck, that Hannah was not the right girl for him.

2) Sarah and Shaw. As a viewer I don't see or feel the chemistry AT ALL. Using the excuse the he saved her life is total BS and I am not having that. OR using the excuse that he "defended her honor" by punching the assassin. Chuck has saved Sarah and they just threw it under the rug... SO if they are going to try to force this relationship, I need a little more...

3) The name reveal. In Chuck vs. The Wookie, which is a scene we all remember, where you see Sarah truly falling for Chuck by revealing her middle name Lisa. Now she couldn't say her middle name to Chuck but Shaw who has only been here for a few episodes gets to know it before Chuck, the guy she was willing to throw EVERYTHING away for, the man that she loves. I am a big time SW Fangirl and everyone knows that... I just don't see how that worked. I get that she is SO lost and confused with Chuck changing and everything but to tell Shaw of all people seems heartless and thoughtless... Maybe that is just me. (The fact that Yvonne is the one who chose Sam as SW's real name is seriously rad, makes me love the name even more).

4) Chuck and Hannah. Chuck goes for Hannah, and I like Hannah and her character but I hate Chuck right now. I hate that I don't like him. I hate that he sleeps with another character, therefore ruining the "love" he is suppose to have for Sarah. Honestly, I don't feel bad for Chuck... I felt bad for Hannah being played like that. Poor girl.

I will say this: I miss the Chuck and Sarah from the first part of the season. They agreed to be friends, but we have not seen them really talk or try to be friends... Maybe it is because Chuck is changing and Sarah can't deal with it. BUT I miss their conversations!

Ali Adler did a great job writing this episode. My heart broke for Sarah and it still hurts for her. Poor girl misses her old Chuck and everything he stood for. She is clinging onto what real life she can/would of had by revealing her name. The only problem I had with that was the she ran into the arms of Shaw. (Don't get me wrong I think Brandon Routh is way sexy but his acting is awful, same expression for each emotion) Maybe it is the he acts that makes us viewers hate him. If this guy was like Cole or Bryce I still would not of been okay with Sarah revealing her name to either of them. But that is just me being a shipper!

Another note: I get that Sarah really has no one else to talk to and she is not afraid "to go there" with Shaw because of that common ground, but she revealed her name so easily and so smoothly that it seemed so easy for her and she had all of these issues letting Chuck in and even letting him know her fake real name is Jenny Burton.

I did enjoy this past episode because we FINALLY got to see the jealousy from both Chuck and Sarah... Sarah giving that look when Casey "he must of gotten lucky". I missed that look! Then the realization to Chuck that he loves Sarah and that Hannah was not the girl for him. Finally realizing that he still loves Sarah (making Hannah's character pointless).

Here is me hoping that Sarah gives Shaw the boot in a not very nice way... The moment we saw in the preview "Sarah do you love me" part, I hope that is not a negative moment either. Maybe it's a slow moment, anything but a 'no' will be fine with me. All I need is a little romance. I also would love to see Chuck finally fighting to get Sarah back, she needs to see it and so do I! :D

As much as I haven't really liked where they are taking the characters, I know that it will all smooth out and everything will make sense again in Chuckverse... For now I am along for the ride and there always has to be pain before happiness, especially with Chuck and Sarah. They always have to make all the wrong decisions before making the right one. The payoff is what keeps me wanting next week to keep coming!

I am super stoked for 3.09! Chuck not being able to flash, and someone finding out! YAY! BRING IT ON!! (still hoping for a little Charah romance!)

So Chucksters enjoy what we have. I know that Ali Adler was not throwing it in our faces of us shippers, she was telling us to wait, we will all get what we want. The line "I get so tired of the will they won't they, just end it already" seems like a foreshadow for the line "Sarah, do you love me?" Maybe that is Chuck's way of ending it... Think about all the interviews, tweets and spoilers that have been released and know that we will all get what we want soon!!!

Can't wait til next week, maybe I will post again! :D

-KBM