I am currently laying in bed just thinking.... (this is what I normall do because I don't sleep well, so I lay here and think)
I am thinking about my life and what I am doing.
Yesterday was the time in a long time that I have shown so much passion for softball. Yesterday I played with a broken finger and it was so damn painful but I can't remember the last time I cared this much to push through. I mean I have pain and I have always pushed through but yesterday was different... I felt like it was the game that I fell in love with years ago. I don't know if this will last but it's the first time I have felt like it is all going to be OK.
You have to realize that this doesn't happen for me, especially in softball. I am saying that I enjoyed doing it and looked forward to keep playing.
I am hoping it stays so I can get that competitive strive back and effin win.
See I'm getting excited just thinking about it. :)
Have a great day and stay blessed. Don't take anything for granted. You never know what you have until it's gone.
- KBM
Just a few things you should know first:

- Katy Brooks
- I love writing, and writing is what I do best. Everyone has their own inspiration and a way to deal with emotion, and my outlet is writing and music. Music is my calm, my happiness, my sadness and my life. I love music, I listen to it all day everyday. I have been writing since I learned how to make sense of all the things going on in my mind. My writing is how I get everything I feel out in the open. When I create a character I feel like I put myself in their shoes, like I vicariously live through them... I wouldn't have it any other way because to me it makes them seem more relatable. Without my writing and music, I would be a lost soul... It is who I am. My name is also Katy Brooks, though it is not my real name, it who I will be known as from here on out.
25 March 2010
Comtemplation
Posted by Katy Brooks at 9:54:00 AM 0 comments
22 March 2010
Accidents
This post will not be very long due to the fact that I am currently typing with my two pointer fingers...
My middle finger on my left hand broke yesterday during my game. Shit shit shit. It was awful...
Sigh. I am not going to be out for any games... but I am going to have to be cautious because my trainer is very weary about where I broke it... we have to wait a week and see... fail.
Hoping it heals!
Here is my 2nd "accident" this week.
I got in a wreck. I am okay, my car has a little dent... my poor baby... But no one got hurt. Both cars are still drivable and look in normal shape...
So that is all I am going to release about that!
Stay blessed and safe y'all!
- KBM
Posted by Katy Brooks at 1:04:00 PM 0 comments
16 March 2010
RALLY TIME!!
We did it last year and we can do it again!!!!!
Attention all Chuck fans!!! It is time to rally, as Josh Schwartz said on twitter, it is time for us to organize! We need a season 4 and we are going to stop at nothing to get it!
NBC isn't going to help us in promotion either, so we need to attack blogs, websites, and all things internet. ASAP!! We need to spread this show and get our viewers back! Nielson ones first though.
We need to convince as many "important" people as possible that this show is worth saving and we loyal fans don't want to see it go!
We have not failed the show thus far and we don't plan on stopping at all!!
LETS DO THIS!
Rally time starts now, and it won't stop until we get an announcement for season 4!!!
So start blogging, tweeting, facebook posting, convincing, and if you know how to hack websites: hack em' and give them some Chuck spam!!!!!
Let's unite to save our show!
- KBM
Posted by Katy Brooks at 12:39:00 PM 0 comments
15 March 2010
Finally...
I finally decided to share some new information with my family... its pretty deep and I am nervous to know their reaction!...
BUT!!! ON A GREAT NOTE!!
My aunt is currently preggers and she found out today she is having another baby girl!!! awwwwwwww They want to name her Olivia Marie ... so presh!!
I am so excited!
OH BTW - It is spring break and our softball team (me) are the only people left on campus... Our coach made us stay and practice 3 times a day. 8 am, 10 am, and 3 pm. BOOOOO It sucks. I want to celebrate spring break like a normal college student. Sigh.
BUT Everything is well and Chuck is on tonight! YAY!
Stay safe and blessed!
- KBM
Posted by Katy Brooks at 2:00:00 PM 0 comments
03 March 2010
More 'Charah' Art
Posted by Katy Brooks at 7:25:00 PM 0 comments
PERSPECTIVE!
This is post I unfortunately did NOT write.
Hi Kate,
This is my new persepective on the Fake Name.
I think the reason why Sarah is not kicking ass and both Chuck and Sarah are OOC is because the writers want to portray that both Chuck and Sarah are trying to be people they are not. Sarah is trying to be Sam? Or whatever she thinks a real girl should be but she wants to be anybody but Sarah Walker. The problem is that Chuck is not there to guide her. Shaw is just manipulating Sarah and he is using the situation with Hannah and Chuck to do that. She gave the name reveal because she is desperately trying to be someone else. Being Sarah Walker is a painful memory because she feels she lost Chuck Bartowski and she doesn't recongize Charles Carmichael. Her running to Shaw is her trying to burn that bridge to what she wanted with Chuck. Last episode her model home burned down. Shaw is only a temporary Shack shielding her from the rain.
Now Chuck he tried to run into the arms of another brunette because he also has low self esteem and he thinks Sarah rejected Charles Bartowski after the Prague incident. He tried to be Charles Carmichael but that seemed to fail because he even said it last episode I did all this for her. What he did is change into something he is not and in the process he was grasping on to anyone who would show him so love. You don't think Chuck is about to have an emotional breakdown like Sarah. He lost Sarah when he chose to be a spy, he lost the connection with his sister, he is losing his best friend, he barely has a connection with Sarah and now Devon doesn't even want to know about his dual life. Chuck is also lost and so he runs to anyone who doesn't know he is a spy, hence trying to start a relationship with Hannah. He is a hell of of a guy living a hell of a lie, Not flashing to save Sarah is a big sign that Chuck has lost it.
The problem is only Chuck knows the real Sarah/Sam and only Sarah truly understands everything about Chuck Bartowski Real guy and Spy.
When these two are together and clicking they are unstoppable but right now they are two fake names trying to live other people’s lives.
Hopefully the beard they both realize that they both screwed up and they actually clean up this mess.
I still don't like the name reveal but I get that it is supposed to show us how broken these two people are. Sarah so broken she is willing to say screw it and for Chuck to see that she would confied in Shaw and that her love or lack there of is a rude awakening to Chuck. I don't think Chuck finding out about this thing with Shaw would have snapped him out, it had to be something so jarring that it would shake the very foundation of all he has believed. Hopefully his little bearded buddy helps him come out of the dark and Sarah sees that she really is Sarah Walker kick ass spy in love with Chuck Bartowski another kick ass spy. I am ready for this party to get started.
The first 8 episodes were the set up now it's time for the pay off.
Rich is very wise and has some major perspective. He just wants Chuck and Sarah together... He is not the crazy shipper you all think he is... or he used to be...
Bring on 3.09
-KBM
Posted by Katy Brooks at 10:36:00 AM 0 comments
02 March 2010
Chuck thoughts...
Okay so every Chuck fan knows that these past two episodes have been hard to watch... Being a huge Chuck/Sarah shipper it was hard to watch these two characters go their separate ways.
Posted by Katy Brooks at 2:03:00 PM 0 comments